Another Television Show Idea

Children of parents in many professions, I imagine, watch the long drawn out affair of their parents being snuffed out by their jobs with horrifying vividness day after day after day. If they could make a show that adequately captured that reality, I would probably watch it. I wish that my job could be watching such a show, and that the job would kill me slowly, and that my death from watching the show would be broadcast on the show. If that happened, my only regret would be that I don't have children to share that experience with. And by "share that experience" I mean unleashing all my pent up sadness and existential angst upon them through my constant unavailability, crushing depression, mild alcoholism, and my general pervasive attitude that life is meaningless and not worth living (but not bad enough to inspire a sudden and dramatically interesting self-imposed end).